Hi. Long time without no update. Pretend to be busy as usual.
Now, its going to the end of the semester. Kind of hectic and full of stress along the way. Without enough adrenaline, i`m going exhausted and death.
Sorry as i'm not updating any scene here. Too many things happened lately. With the lost of one of my best friend are the thing that affected me much. Ya. He died. Left me on Friday`s dawn. Still me feel awkward. i cannot make it as i promise to meet him there, and doing the hard stuff together.
Now, is the 3rd Friday he left me. No such picture that can be my memory, as only his voice keep playing in my head. ermm.. I`m lost a bit.
For sure, Allah know the best. The best thing he could do for the late Izhan. Wish Allah to preserved his shame and dignity now and forever.
I love him as my friend. I pity him on his family history. I wish i could do something to help him to be a grown man. but it just the fate. Fate that we should accepted.
Izhan. forgive me for every single words that harm you, forgive for everything that i done to you. Sorry for not being there at your last breath. You have my last respect. I already forgive everything you do. my pray are with you. My pray is you to be with your parents up there. Sadly, i don`t know where your grave...
May Allah forgave your sins, place you at the better place that He loved. Insya Allah, we do the best for you here...
